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  “For?”

  “Being a dick.” He rubbed at the back of his neck and let out a laugh, this one wry and almost sad. “I was so worried about being like my father, I became just as bad but from the other end of the spectrum.”

  “I’m not a fan of being treated like I can’t do things on my own. I’m not used to it. My brother may have been a tad overprotective about some things, but he never made me feel like I was indulged. Do you know what I mean?”

  “I do. No indulging in the work environment. Got it. Can I indulge you in bed, though?”

  Her stomach clenched. So did her sex. “You’re jumping the gun. I still can’t fathom you want me so badly, Erik. It doesn’t line up.”

  “I told you I wanted you from the very first moment I saw you.”

  Catching her bottom lip with her teeth, she studied him. “What if you stop?”

  He shook his head. “Not going to happen. I’m too scared of Nurse Wilcox kicking my shins. I’ve heard she does karate.”

  “She does?” Trying like hell to be calm, Bebe pulled a contemplative face. Holy crap, Erik was there. He’d come to work. Come to find her. And she had bugger-all hope of resisting him. “Maybe I should go to classes with her.”

  He chuckled. “Why do I get the feeling you’re already capable of holding your own in a physical fight?”

  She smiled. “Yeah, well, there is that. When you have a brother like mine…”

  “About that…” He took a step closer. “Just how scared should I be? Are we talking broken-knees scared, or my-body-would-never-be-found-again scared?”

  “Your body would never be found again.” She couldn’t keep the mischievous smile from her lips. “Come to think of it, any record of you would probably disappear as well.”

  He whistled. “That scary, ’eh?”

  She nodded. “And don’t even get me started on what my best friend would do to you.”

  His eyebrows rose.

  She smiled a little more. But didn’t move. Didn’t close the distance between them. She couldn’t. Something held her back.

  Are you really that afraid of what might happen in the future? Or is it your pride stopping you?

  He studied her. Cleared his throat. “Bebe, if I frightened you earlier, or insulted your abilities, I didn’t mean to. I’m still learning how to deal with the way you make me feel. If all you want to do is eat breakfast with me for a while, I’m totally okay with doing that. If it means having you in my life, breakfast is all we’ll—”

  Ah, fuzzbucket

  She closed the small space between them, tangled her hands in his hair and kissed him.

  Kissed him stupid.

  She wasn’t an idiot.

  When you loved someone, and that someone loved you back, you jumped in feet first and held on for the ride. Life was all about living and taking chances, after all. And since when did she run away from anything scary?

  The End

  *

  Author’s Note

  Thank you for reading!

  Dear Reader,

  And so the Stimulated series has come to an end. It started its life an eternity ago, when I was riffing titles that could follow Blowing it Off with my editor, Kelli Collins. And here we now are, six books and a whole lotta crazy, hot erotic romance words later.

  Yes, it’s taken me longer than I ever planned to write the whole series, but I wanted to say a HUGE thank-you to all of you who have stuck with me from the beginning, and those of you who jumped aboard along the journey and rode it out to the end with me.

  If you’re so inclined, I’d love you to leave a review. We authors truly do appreciate reviews for our books (even bad reviews, believe it or not); it tells us our words have moved you, and that is why we write.

  Thank you so much for reading Pinning it Down. Now, how many of you here think Glen Willcox should get her own HEA at some point in time? Let me know, ‘eh? Imagine the fun she could get up to. Hee hee hee.

  Until next time,

  Lexx.

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  Breathless For You

  Outback Skies, Book 2

  Lexxie Couper

  Chapter 1

  Two steps into the Outback Skies Pub, a place so stereotypically Australian Outback it could have been used in a Crocodile Dundee movie, Matt Corvin, M.D. was struck just below the eye by a cardboard beer coaster.

  “Busted.” A man in a beat-up cowboy hat grinned at him from a table to his right just inside the main door. “You were thinking about Captain Tight Pants again, weren’t you?”

  Dropping himself onto the table’s only empty seat, Matt let out a disgruntled chuckle and rubbed at his cheek. “Nice aim you’ve got there, Ryan.”

  Ryan Taylor, heli-musterer and Wallaby Ridge’s only openly gay man, laughed. The sound completely matched the way he looked—rough and rangy. “I’ve got an eye for nabbing befuddled animals. Before I took to the skies to round up cattle, I was pretty damn good at using a rope.”

  Matt gave Ryan a wounded look. “You calling me a befuddled animal?”

  He had been thinking of his prickly, standoffish pilot again, but was that any need for the beer-coaster assault?

  Ryan smirked. “When it comes to Natacha Freeman? Yep.”

  At the mention of the person responsible for flying him all over the vast area of the Outback covered by the Royal Flying Doctors Service, a tight heat curled in the pit of Matt’s gut. And lower. Damn it, he’d just spent the last three hours in her company thanks to an emergency at a cattle property two hundred and fifty kilometres from Wallaby Ridge. For his own peace of mind, he was hoping to get away from thoughts of her for a while. But nope, it seemed like his mates were determined to give him hell tonight.

  Bastards.

  The man slouched in the chair beside Ryan snorted and tugged the brim of his baseball cap lower over his eyes. “Befuddled animal is an understatement,” the town’s aviation firefighter said. “More like pre-occupied, fixated, goo-goo eyed, love-sick puppy.”

  Matt swung his glower on the man. “Jesus, you too, Evan?”

  Evan Alexander’s lips curled in a slow grin, the white scars covering the lower left side of his face giving the expression far more menace than Matt knew it had. It wasn’t often Evan smiled, or even let the collar of his jacket rest on his shoulders.

  “Corvin, I’ve got a group of doped-out tourists from Amsterdam in lock-up less befuddled than you.” Charlie Baynard, the last of the group—and the most intimidating—chuckled and raised his beer to his lips. “And if you say the words tight jeans one more time, I think I’m going to have to throw you in there with them.”

  Trying to ignore the now familiar tension in his body at the thought of Tash’s exquisite arse wrapped up in the faded Levis she wore daily, Matt sat back in his seat, crossed his arms over his chest and gave Wallaby Ridge’s Senior Constable and the town’s only Air Police Wing pilot a pointed look. “Will you now, Charlie? Is that before or after I let everyone in town know I wrote you a twelve-month prescription for Viagra?”

  On Matt’s left, Evan chuckled.

  Charlie crossed his own arms over his chest, a chest far more muscular and powerful than Matt’s, and leveled a steady stare at him. He didn’t utter a word. Just stared at him.

  Matt rolled his eyes and let out a wry laugh. “Okay, I didn’t write you a twelve-month prescription.”

  Charlie nodded his head. “Damn right you didn’t.”

  “It was a six-month one.”

  Charlie smirked and reached for the handcuffs hanging on his belt. Cuffs he wore even when he was off-duty. When it came down to it, Charlie Baynard was never really off-duty. Not as far as Matt could tell. “Right, that’s it. Lock-up time.”

  Matt laughed. So did Evan and Ryan.

  Four men completely different and yet all joined by one thing—their place in the sweeping skies of the Outback.

  Matt had found them in his second week living in Wallaby Ridge.
r />   Two weeks into his new job as the Ridge’s resident Flying Doctor he’d come to the decision he needed a beer. The first he’d had since waking from the coma that had resulted in everyone he loved presuming he was dead over a year ago.

  He’d wandered into the pub on a Friday afternoon, found the other three men talking about the hours they’d spent in the sky for work that week and asked to join them. He’d introduced himself and bought them all a round of beers. That had been the beginning of their tradition.

  Friday afternoons in the Outback Skies, talking shit, giving each other shit, finding calm and peace in their friendship when their jobs flying high above the world left them raw and exhausted and drained.

  If it weren’t for Friday afternoons, Matt probably would have done something stupid by now. Like tell Tash Freeman she had to stop wearing those tight bloody jeans of hers.

  Her and those damn faded Levis that left no uncertainty she wasn’t wearing underwear beneath. Not even a G-string. After he and his ex-fiancée parted ways four and a half months ago, he’d been adamant any kind of connection with anyone was off-limits. Well, anyone of the opposite sex, that was. And then six weeks ago, Tash had swooped into Wallaby Ridge, stalking across the runway and into his life in hip-hugging, thigh-hugging, arse-hugging jeans, and he’d been connecting with the image ever since.

  He was on the verge of telling her to buy a pair of sweatpants, for Pete’s sake. At least that way he’d be able to keep his mind on saving lives. He was finding it increasingly difficult to stop thinking about her and her tight jeans, tiny waist, toned limbs, pixie-cut auburn hair, round, full breasts, rarely heard laugh and rarely seen smile.

  Increasingly difficult not to think about her when he was stretched out in bed alone and—

  Damn it. He hadn’t come to the Outback to fall in lust. If Tash knew about the very debauched, very carnal thoughts he was harboring about her and her jeans every time he buckled into the seat beside her, she’d probably toss him out at twenty-seven thousand feet, whether he was the area’s only flying doc or not.

  The RFDS-supplied pager on his hip vibrated into life. A second after that, his mobile phone began to ring and the theme music from the cult sci-fi television show Doctor Who rose above the rowdy sounds inside the pub.

  “And there she is,” Evan murmured, tugging at the peak of his cap as he seemed to slouch lower in his seat.

  At Evan’s side, Ryan laughed. “Duty calls, Doc. Guess you’re going to be tortured by those tight jeans some more before the sun goes down. Going to take her a coffee again?”

  Pulse thumping fast in his throat, Matt silenced the pager on his hip, pulled his mobile phone from his back pocket, swiped his thumb over its screen and raised it to his ear.

  “What is it, Tash?” he asked, all too aware the reason for his accelerated heart rate and constricted throat had nothing to do with whatever medical emergency he was being called to and everything to do with the woman on the other end of the connection. A woman he’d been fantasizing about for the last six weeks, even if she behaved like he barely existed.

  “Reg McGuire’s fallen off the roof of his woolshed,” his pilot answered, her husky voice playing merry hell with Matt’s senses. And his body. “His wife called it in. Says she found him on the ground, bleeding like a stuck pig from the head and a wound she can’t see on his back. And unfortunately, we’re doing this run without a nurse, because Jen’s sister just went into labour and Milly isn’t answering her page.”

  “I’ll be at the runway in five,” Matt said, rising to his feet.

  “I’ll have the engine running,” Tash replied before killing the call.

  “Bad?” Charlie asked, studying Matt as he shoved his phone back into his pocket, his cop’s instincts no doubt kicking in.

  Matt reached for Ryan’s half-full beer glass, took a mouthful and then wiped his lips with the back of his arm. “Doesn’t sound good. Old Man Dingo’s fallen from his woolshed roof.”

  “The old bloke with Parkinson’s?” Ryan asked, taking his beer back from Matt. “What the fuck was he doing on the roof in the first place?”

  Matt shook his head. “No idea. But I gotta go. Catch you next week, guys.”

  And without another word, he turned and left the pub.

  He had a job to do, a good job. The job he loved doing. He just wished to bloody God he had his old pilot back.

  He’d never gotten turned on by nose-picking Fred Stiller.

  Ever.

  * * * *

  Keep your focus on Old Man Dingo. Keep your focus on Old Man Dingo.

  The mantra wasn’t helping Tash at all. Nor was the fact the doc was looking sexier than freaking ever. Which wasn’t really possible, given only two hours had passed since they’d touched down from the Bourkenback cattle station call-out and this one. But he was. In those short two hours, he’d somehow grown more of a five o’clock shadow, his hair had become scruffier, the jagged scar running from his forehead down his temple to his cheekbone had become whiter in his tanned face and his shoulders had somehow become broader. Impossible.

  It didn’t help that he was now doing what he did better than any doctor she’d ever known. He had an uncanny ability to make a person in serious pain forget all about the agony wracking their body with his amazing, relaxed and totally natural bedside manner.

  She stood at the side of Reg McGuire’s bed, octogenarian’s wife clinging to her hand like a lifeline, and watched Matt do his thing.

  God, why couldn’t he be a fat, chain-smoking, alcoholic doctor like the one who’d shattered her fighter-pilot dreams? That way, she’d have a better chance of hating him.

  If she hated him, good doctor or not, drop-dead gorgeous or not, sexy scar or not, she wouldn’t spend every day wishing—deep down in the most selfish centre of her soul—for emergencies that would require them to be together.

  Pathetic.

  She truly was pathetic.

  What would her parents think of her now?

  At the unexpected thought of her estranged parents, a tight ribbon of cold pain unfurled through Tash.

  “Okay, Reg, you’re done.” Matt’s warm declaration jerked her back from the brink of self-loathing dismay. She blinked, suddenly aware Old Man Dingo’s wife no longer gripped her hand.

  A hot blush flooded her cheeks.

  Great. Another reason to despise the doc—he made her forget where she was and what she was doing.

  “Thank you so much, Dr. Corvin,” Beryl McGuire gushed, enveloping him in a hug as he straightened beside Reg’s bed. At her feet, the five pet dingoes responsible for Reg’s nickname whimpered with joy, as if aware Matt had saved their owner. “I told Reggie he shouldn’t get up onta the roof. He falls over on flat ground. But he didn’t listen ta me. Maybe now he will.”

  Matt’s gaze met Tash’s. A smile shone in his blue eyes, far more…intimate than any he’d given her before. A connection.

  For a moment, her chest tightened. Her heart beat faster. A dry cough escaped her, soft and sharp at once.

  And then Matt was disengaging himself from Beryl’s enthusiastic embrace, his warm smile for her. “Maybe he will.” He turned to Old Man Dingo, currently flat on his back on the bed, head bandaged, right ankle resting on two pillows. “Do you hear me, Reg? You were lucky you only dislocated your hip. Next time you decide to fall from a roof, Tash here might not be in the mood to fly me out to help it pop back in, understand?”

  Reg chuckled, the good-humored sound lost to a wince a second later. “If it means I’m going to see Miss Freeman,” he said, even as he reached out for his wife’s fingers with a wobbly hand, “I’m going to fall off a roof every day. Have you seen the way her butt looks in her jeans, Doc?”

  Fresh heat filled Tash’s cheeks. Unable to stop herself, she flicked a look at Matt.

  Just in time to see him slide his gaze away from her, his smile fading.

  Great.

  “Yeah, yeah,” Beryl harrumphed at her husband, rolling her ey
es as she patted his hand. “We all know you’re a dirty old man, Dingo. Now thank Dr. Corvin so he can take off with Miss Freeman and leave me alone with you.”

  “Oh, are you going to get dirty with me, darl?” Reg chuckled, beaming up at his wife. A warm glow filled Tash’s heart at the open love in his face. She’d never seen her parents look at each other that way. What would it be like to be the recipient of such honest affection?

  Unable to stop herself, she flicked a look at Matt. And caught her breath when their eyes connected for a heartbeat.

  “And that’s our cue,” he burst out, jerking his stare away. He bent at the waist and retrieved his doctor’s bag from the floor, the move pulling his rolled sleeve farther up his arm to reveal the knotted scare running the length of his inner forearm. Damn it, she even found that scar sexy on him. What was wrong with her? “Tash, you want to fire up the plane so we can leave these two deviants alone? Reg, you keep your libido in check until I say so. No roof climbing or getting dirty, you hear?”

  “Spoil sport,” the elderly man grumbled, his gnarled fingers threaded through his wife’s.

  Tash ducked her head with a smile, another dry cough catching in her chest. The old geezer may be stupid for trying to fix his wool shed’s roof, what with a crew of cowboys and hired hands working on his cattle station, but that didn’t stop him being adorable.

  “Okay, Tash,” Matt said, giving her a very platonic smile. The type of smile he’d been affording her for the last six weeks, even when he delivered her coffee—hot, black and loaded with sugar, just the way she liked it—on every damn callout. Nothing like his earlier sizzling connection. Or even his furtive glance just now. “Let’s go.”

  A prickle of irritation shot up her spine, not just at the thought of all those unexpected coffees and their strangely unsettling effect on her, but at his words. She wanted to point out that as the pilot, she was the one who decided when they took off. She also wanted to ask him why he insisted on being so damn sexy. Instead, she gave him a nod, gave Beryl a soft smile and then turned one on Old Man Dingo.